Today I am… Beyond. This word beyond, today I have seen it clearly before my eyes. When you see or hear something more than twice; it is something meant for you. And today I have seen beyond. This morning I awoke, with thoughts of God on my mind, His word in some sort of fashion I was going to get. I still have my bible open to Romans, I am going to start reading a chapter a day. Anyway, I started to think about listening to Chip Ingram as well, I listen to him on and off now, before I would avidly listen to him daily. I would sit and take notes in my little note pad, and go over them. Well I was looking for one of my pads, but could not find it in the closet, I know that I have several large pads to write in, but wanted one smaller.
So I turn and look to the other side of the closet, and see one of the smaller composition notebooks I have, there are cd’s sitting on top of it. I know that it is a book that I wrote in during my break-up. So I pull it out, and think to myself, well I can just rip out the pages, and start on fresh new pages writing notes from Chip’s broadcast. I take that composition book and sit down, I had written it for 37 days. I decided to read day one, day ten, day twenty, day thirty, and then read day thirty-seven. When I started to read, I felt the spirit soar through me, there was no hurt or pain; I knew that I couldn’t rip those pages out, as I closed the cover. It was beyond me. The three beyond’s in my life today. As I looked around I looked to an inspiration plaque I have on my wall and in the last block it says “Love beyond words” , the title of my daily writings is Beyond 365, and the title of what I wrote on those pages of that composition book is Beyond what I see. That means something, for me right now, in this moment of my life, that there are so many things that God wants to take me Beyond. I feel it, I know there is so much more for me in this life, so much more beyond what I feel, see, am today.
As I write this, I am overwhelmed with emotions, not bad ones, but the kind that makes you ache for His Words, His music, His light, and His Will. I am so blessed, blessed with people who inspire me, who encourage me. God puts these people in my path. I am so inspired also by the blogs that I am subscribed to, they are so encouraging, and amazing. They are beautiful and creative. I feel the spirit of Love and favor over me, and through me.
Today I am… Beyond.