One of our last photos as a family on San Angelo. Before I moved to Austin. I miss you mom, so very much. The ache of you not being here…
A photo taken at the water lilly garden in San Angelo. The last time we would visit there together. It was fun, and quality time was spent mother and daughter style. Her and I were a lot alike, when it came to adventure, museums, botanical gardens. We just vibed that way. I truly miss things like that. I love how she is looking into the distance. Pondering some far away thoughts… or maybe thinking, it’s time to head back to Austin. Much love mom.
It’s been a while since I’ve written anything on the regular. I am very slowly getting myself back. I know it will take a while. Always a work -in-progress. So this morning, the bus did not come, there I and another woman staning there. She calls cap metro customer service, they say it is a mechanical issue, but do not offer when ir if they will send a back-up bus. See this lousy route as it may be only has one bus making the rounds wvery our on the weekends, and two busses back and forth on the weekdays. And it goes in a short loop, not like it was goong all the way to China and back, but just to one park and ride, then to the Howard Station. Anyhoo, this lady calls a ride share and tells me I can ride with her to the park and ride. Now that is mighty generous. That is my shining star of the morning.
So getting back to myself;I’ve been cleaning my apartment, and making some changes. So that it will accommodate my new kiddo. Princess.
Who is now my responsibility since my mom passed away. I am getting her a new cat tree, and hopes she takes the move and new accommodations well. To be continued on that!
This painting comes from a co-worker who is very artistic. I hope she sells more of her work. It will hang over my fireplace once I get thing situated.
Winter is subsiding, soon Spring will be upon us. Today is turing out like a spring day, so lovely in the sun. I am enjoying it while it is here.
Here’s to getting back… All aboard!
In bloom. Taken last spring, when the Bluebonnets were in high form and bloom. Mom loved the season change, when the blue bonnets were vivid in the hill country. A photo of her and her husband in the blue bonnets. I am going to miss that with her. But I have a photo, and the memories of that amazing day. I love you mom, may there be many blooming and vivid flowers for you.
One thing she loved doing was riding on the bus, she loved to go to different places, and not have to drive there. She was still learning the city by vehicle, but on the occasions she did not want to bother with the traffic, we would hop on the bus, and take it almost anywhere. She was a real trooper.
Christmas Eve, your not here. The ache is real. Longing for your smile, to hear your voice. I call your phone, just to hear anything, I play your video clips from when we would go feed the ducks in Marble Falls. I miss you mom,I miss you. Happy Christmas Eve.
Another worth while day with mom. I get to spend more time on Sundays,because I have that day off. Anyway, life is chugging along, they have spaced out her medication, the pain is not like it was in the begining. Still not walking or able to stand; but in time and with much physical therapy this will be possible.
All this is what is called adversity, we all eventually go through something of it. How we deal and handle it is the other thing. I was watching Dr. Stanleys program on adversity, what he said is so very true… God does not give you more than you can handle. He knows what you can and can not, and at which times as well. I know that if these things had come up at another time in my life, it may have been too much, but God knew, I know I am so much stronger for it. To God I give all the Glory and Praise!
Well, getting my time in with mom. that is all that is going on in My Corner. Enjoy your day.