So I have been exercising the past five days. I have been in a downward spiral for a very long time emotionally and physically, so I have begun the process of climbing out of my pit. I have not liked what I have been seeing in myself, and I know if I continue the way I am going, nothing good will come of it.
So I begin again, may this beginning bring prosperous change inside and out.
To which I have done. That hurdle being a transfer to a bigger apartment within the apartments I am staying in. I will be moving to a two bedroom apartment next month, of course I will have roomies, those roomies are my parents. Yes, I am back to living with mom and dad for a little while, at least the good thing about this arrangement is that I do not have to move back to San Angelo, they are moving down here. I am pretty happy to see them move here, with the cost of things, we will help each other out greatly. I don’t believe this is a step back for me, just a step in a different direction. Here is so much different than in Angelo.
My mom is totally excited to be moving here as well, this will help her a lot with getting some stuff done that she has wanted to do with her lyrics and poems and such, well at least that Is what we are both hoping for. Things are a lot different now between my mom and I, we have a better understanding of one another, in the time I have been away, even though she has been down here a lot, it still was space that we both needed to happen. So It is a good thing in my eyes.
Now I can at least show her some of the things I have been experiencing and get her wrapped up in some of these things as well. So stay tuned to just another chapter in the brighter side of forty’s life.
P.S. HAPPY FOURTH Y’ALL, always keep it safe and fun.