What I love about the early mornings in my life; are that it is filled with peace and semi-silence. Here I am sitting out at the park next to Central Market, waiting for the time when have to be on the grind. it is relatively quiet. There is bustling from time to time, with joggers on the trails, and the engine hum from the truck waiting to unload; otherwise it is a nice morning. I so love the early morning hours.
The weather is nice at the moment, but the gray of the clouds are moving in. weather is about to turn cold.
Glitches in my mom’s move to the rehab, her platelets were too low, so they gave her another round of blood, and is keeping her at the hospital. She will be there all this week, and weekend. They will see what’s what after. I terribly hate what is going on with her, to see her in such pain. Family, friends, and prayers is what keeps me sane. To God goes the glory.
Yesterday I had my first Chai Latte in a year. From Central market of course. I am about to walk over and get me one before work. I have definitely missed them.
So I shall enjoy my quiet time this morning, and I hope your day is filled with some quietness as well. Until the next time, enjoy.
Today I am… Not the same. As the years have passed, I am not the same person I was before. Things happen, life teaches you hard, valuable lessons. You grow. I feel the change within me, some good, some not so great, but changing every day. Yes, it is hard to say where all thus will eventually take or lead me, but every day I live, it moves me forward; if I let it. So here is to change. May God keep directing these steps.
Today I am… Not the same.
Today I am… Putting it Together! The pieces that is. The holidays the past couple of years have been hard,since the breakup. But I am finally getting back to a semi happy place with it,each and every day, I am seeing the difference. I see, and feel God’s good in all of this. The tears are less and further between, the anxiety is leaving,and the cloud is lifting. The thoughts are less, not over, but less. And the holidays are getting me sparked once more. Yes, time and my Faith in the Lord, fuels my soul to newness,and an awakening inside of me. Tis the season Y’all!
Today I am… Putting it Together!
Today I am… Hurt. Truthfully, not just today, but for many years. Hurt by words spoken. Sometimes we forget, or fail to see that words are so powerful, and if spoken wrong, or in a certain manner, take years to be undone. Myself, I know I have said some things to people, that I wish I could have taken back, but you can not. Been on both ends. It truly hurts. Be mindful of the words you speak.
Today I am… Hurt.
Today I am… Reflecting back. On how far I have come this year. Yes of course I am still a work in progress, but not that person I was before. It makes me smile when I look. This progress continues.
Things are coming about, yes, life is good.
Today I am… Reflecting back.
Today I am… Just Me! That is right my friends and readers. Mom is on the road, heading to San Angelo. I am enjoying this most beautiful day. Watching movies, and deep conditioning my hair for the week.
Life is starting to look up. I have started back tithing to church. And things are happening in my life. I can see it happening. So I keep on keeping on. Life is starting to look up.
Today I am… Just Me!
Today I am… Sure! I am sure that I am in the right place for now, I am sure Austin is where I belong right now. I have not felt this way in a long time. Really since I left Palm Springs, California over 19 years ago. Yes! I am sure this is home for me at the moment.
Life is good. Work is decent. Hey, what more could I ask for… Well if you ask, possibly a nice man, who knows what and who he wants, a sexy ,smart,…. well I am sure you know what I mean. Anyway, two more work days for me. Yes,oh yes.
Today I am… Sure!